Queen of Drama

I know it's been a long time, so I am sorry. But I haven't really felt good and there is still nothing going on. My life right now is pretty boring.

School cannot be over soon enough. I am soooo tired of it already and at the rate I am going I am never going to make it. I am taking this horrible business law class and oh my god is it boring, and hard. This class is only 150 points total, 3 10 point homework assignments, and 8 15 point tests. These tests are so hard. I try and study. I read the book, take notes and study the vocab words. Nothing I am doing seems to work. I am getting the worst grades on these tests. The one I took today I got a 7 out of 15, that's a 48 percent. I can't pass the class with these kind of grades. So if anyone has any suggestions, please let me know. The other 2 classes are going pretty good. Time consuming but good.

Everything at home is good. Everyone seems to be getting along and behaving. Angel boy's dad has a new job so he has to travel for the next 3 weeks. So he's all mine for awhile. Except next weekend when I am in VEGAS!! I have Adam's sister's baby shower sat at 1 and then a birthday party at 4. So Sat is going to be busy for me. I really don't want to go to this baby shower. I hate baby shower's, I didn't even like my own. Oh well guess I can't get out of that one. Hope it doesn't last too long.

So next week we are off to Vegas. I am so excited. Kinda wish I could drink and party but I will make it. It will still be fun. We leave next Thursday night. I am going to miss my angel boy so much. I have to drop him off Thursday morning at school and his grandparents are going to pick him up. And then I won't see him until Monday when I get off work. That's a long time and I don't normally go that long without seeing him. Only once in almost 5 years, he went with his dad's family last year to Disneyland for a week. I will live. It will go by fast.

I have been doing pretty good so far with this pregnancy. Nothing out of the ordinary happening. I am really tired and I also have morning sickness all freaking day long. I haven't thrown up yet, but all day all I want to do is lay down. The problem with this is, the only time I feel better is when I eat. I am already over weight, I wish I couldn't eat, so then I won't gain too much.

Hope everyone is doing good!

I just got back from the doctor and am so tired. All the anxiety has me emotionally drained.

So good news, I am 6 weeks and 3 days pregnant and due May 5th. Everything is measuring right where it is supposed to be. My Dr says that unless I start spotting again then everything will be fine. When I had my miscarriage I wasn't measuring where I was supposed to be. I should have been 3 weeks further than what the baby was measuring. So I am hopeful that this will all work out in the end. I have my next appt for Oct 11th for another ultrasound. I am still nervous but will try and take it a little easier.

Thank you guys so much for all the kind comments and concerns. You guys have been great. Thanks for listening to me rant for the last 2 weeks. I know my posts haven't been worth reading lately but thanks for doing it. I'll try to get back to normal soon.

Have a great day.

K so I only have 2 more days until I go see my doctor for the ultrasound. I cannot wait. It still seems like it is a long time to go. I think I am getting morning sickness though. I never had one pregnancy symptom when I was pregnant with angel boy. I felt perfect almost the entire time. Now for the last 2 days I have felt like I am going to throw up at any moment. Happy days!!

School sucks. I am already so tired of it. I read these chapters and the next day I can't remember the crap that I just read. How do I teach myself to remember this crap. Maybe if it was more interesting I would remember more. I have to go tomorrow and take a test in both of my business classes. Wish me luck!

Nothing interesting is going on at home. Same old shit. I have just been really busy with studying. My life is really boring when I am in school. 2 weeks and 2 days left until I leave for Vegas. I am so excited. It's going to be so much fun, even though I can't drink now.

I will post Thursday and let you know what happened at the doctor.

I hope you guys are doing great!

I added the countdown at the top of the page and I am not really sure why. I think I am setting myself up for something bad to happen. I have tried hard not to get to attached or think about it too much but I can't help it. I don't even know when my due date is yet, right now it's just my guess. So if everything goes good next Thursday then I may have to change the date. After today only 6 days till I go to the doctor.

So yesterday I went to school in the morning to take 2 of my tests. So tell me why my bus 220 test I got a 47%. I actually laughed. I have never got such a bad grade on a test. Luckily since I am taking these classes self paced we are able to retake tests once. I went back this morning and got a 74 %, much better. I will take that happily. I really hope next Monday when I go back to take the next one it goes better than this week. I guess I didn't study hard enough. Though it is not easy to study for anything in my house.

The new car we just got has a bad computer in it. So we have to wait until next Tuesday to take it into Watson to get it fixed. I am so disappointed. It sucks!! I won't be driving it until it gets fixed. I have always had the worst fear of breaking down. Tuesday on my way to work the stupid thing died while I was waiting at a red light. It started right back up but it still scared the shit out of me. So Adam drove it Tuesday and Wednesday and it worked fine. I think I'll just wait until Tuesday.

Nothing exciting has been going on. It's been pretty quiet. I guess it will be that way for a while since I'm in school.

Hope you guys are doing great!

My doctor's appointment is in 9 days. This is going by so slow. I want to go now!! I have no patience what so ever. I can't stop thinking about the bad shit, I try but it just goes back to the same thoughts. I feel better this time, other than the strep. Last time I was crampy the whole time and just felt like shit. So far this time around I am not crampy just the occasional here and there and I feel pretty good. I know that I am not the only one that has gone through this. If any of you have been through this or know someone who has I would love to hear the story. I need to know that I will be able to have another baby. I really don't know why I am so stressed out about it.

Anyway, so I did nothing all weekend. I sat around and watched TV. I did a little bit of homework, but not the amount I should have done. I really had no desire to read about business. Blah!! I have to go to school tomorrow. I need to take like 3 tests fun huh? Wish me luck, I will really need it.

I don't really have anything else going on. I hope everyone had a great weekend.