Queen of Drama

I know it has been over a month since I posted last. I'm sorry. My life is so boring right now, I have nothing to write about.

I am in over my head with school, but hopefully it will all be over soon. I swear all I do is homework, go to school or stress about school. It's all about school. I am trying to finish both of my business classes by the end of October. I think I may fail my Bus 220 class. This class is so hard to study for and the test is only 15 questions so there is no room for error. Almost done!!

Everything is the same at home. Angel boy is doing good. His dad has a new job so I have had him the last couple of weekends. Which is great but I can't seem to get anything accomplished with him home.

My sister is still the same. She is such an ass sometimes. She can be the rudest person I know sometimes. She thinks the world revolves around her, though I guess most 14 year old girls do. She is doing horrible in school and I don't know what to do. I should get her first report card at the beginning of next week. I know from looking at her grades online that she has 2 A's, 4 C's and a D. In my world that is not OK. I have talked to her and told her that if those are the grades on her report card she will have her cell phone taken away and her TV taken out of her room. I don't know how to make her do her work. If she really doesn't want to all she has to say is she doesn't have any. How the hell do I know if she doesn't. This has been a constant battle in my house lately.

I had my second Dr appointment last Thursday. He says everything looks great. The baby is measuring right where it is supposed to be. I feel pretty good, though I am always tired and hungry!! I am 11 weeks today so I think that's a good sign that everything will work out. When I had my ultrasound last week the baby was moving around and punching and kicking. It was the coolest thing I have ever seen. Who would have known that something that's only an inch long can move like that. I am starting to get excited but freaked out at the same time.

How the hell am I supposed to pay for daycare? Here's the thing. I don't make that much money, which I guess is my fault. I love my job but it's slow for most of the year which means I only work on average about 30 hours a week. Which doesn't really give me anything to bring home. I figured out that after I pay for daycare and work my 30 hours a week I may only bring home 600 hundred dollars a month. What the hell? We can't afford for me to stay home not yet anyways. We have so much credit card debt it is unbelievable. I was looking at all my credit cards today and thought I might have a panic attack. I don't know how to get myself out of this hole that I have dug myself. HELP!!!

I have a few stories to tell about my Vegas trip and one about Paige. Should be interesting. I will hopefully be able to start posting a little more regularly now.

I hope you guys have been doing good.