Queen of Drama

So remember how I told you that Paige's husband called and left me a message. Well I decided to be a big girl and deal with this. I was really busy at work so instead of calling him back, I emailed him. I just basically said, thank you for not being mad, I never did it on purpose or to screw you, hope someday we can all be friends again.

He emailed back with a bunch of the same shit that he said on the phone. He never meant for me to feel like it was my fault, he would never be mad at me or have bad feelings towards me for doing what I thought was best for my family. I sent him another email that again said thanks, and talk to you soon.

So by this point its all becoming a broken record. Everyone saying the same thing over and over again. He calls on his way home from work!! Are you freakin kidding me, what the fuck else do we need to say. I'm done talking about it. He then goes into broken record mode again. So at the end of the conversation he says, "don't tell Paige we talked, I will tell her. Please call her, she is really worried about loosing your friendship."

Good lord!! First of all, since it has been a couple of days I have had more time to think about the shit she said to me on Sunday night. I would have never talked to my friends like that. I have this reputation among my friends and family for being a bitch and a little too straight forward. I still never would have said that shit to a friend.

She text me this afternoon and and asked me if I would forgive her. I let her know that there was nothing to be forgiven, I'm not mad. I just really didn't appreciate the way she talked to me, but that I would get over it, soon. She wants to have dinner tomorrow night.

Here's the dilemma, though I'm not really mad, I am irritated. I mean really I didn't do shit to you. Because she is such an emotional person, (she is depressed and on medication) it makes it difficult to say anything to her. I don't feel that our friendship will ever be the same after all this. What do you think?

On to other news, school starts in 3 weeks and I haven't even completed the summer semester. My original goal was to graduate with at least my associates degree before my son started kindergarten. I may just be able to make it, barely. Which means on top of working 35 hours a week and having two kids and a man, I have 3 classes to take this fall. I am excited and up for the challenge. Just don't know if I'll make it to December.

Have a great day!!